It was a sad evening.  I'm not sure what set me off, but it was.  I don't understand how sometimes I suddenly, without warning, feel like crying.
Maybe it's the dream from last night.
I dreamt I had triplets: a boy, a girl, and maybe another girl.  They were wrapped in receiving blankets and were beautiful.  But even in my dream, I knew they couldn't possibly be mine and I couldn't be happy even as they were given to me to hold.
Or maybe these were my three lost babies saying hello?
 
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