It was a sad evening. I'm not sure what set me off, but it was. I don't understand how sometimes I suddenly, without warning, feel like crying.
Maybe it's the dream from last night.
I dreamt I had triplets: a boy, a girl, and maybe another girl. They were wrapped in receiving blankets and were beautiful. But even in my dream, I knew they couldn't possibly be mine and I couldn't be happy even as they were given to me to hold.
Or maybe these were my three lost babies saying hello?